this space is dead.

Every time that I click 'new post', I find my mind as blank as this white background. I can't believe it is been more than 3 months since the vacations and I have yet to update. Truthfully speaking, updating about the taiwan trip will be a lot easier since the photos are in order while though I've draft the phuket + bkk one, just sorting out the pictures will probably take me forever.

Priorities right now: Pass the goddamn bridging course and get tickets to SHINee World.
fyeah shinee world in SG like finally after waiting for almost a year T___T If they are not coming, I would probably become a giraffe. If I can't get the tickets, I gonna hate myself so much and then do planking at Orchard for a day 2 to happen. (note to self: how to plank?) Or maybe owling since planking is so 2 months ago, hahaha yeobo.

I don't know what I want to do about my life so I guess I will just go with the flow and see how things turn out...? /loser. Ahhhhhh, envious of my friends and people who actually know what they want to do/achieve... Must occupations be relatively linked with interests? Since people always say things like if you're doing what you love to do, it isn't a job and that's like the best thing that can ever happen to you. Errrrr, I love traveling? (like who don't? -.-) I love Shim Changmin? -.- I don't know................... indeed, money is important. Maybe I am supposed to just go with the flow. Aish, empty vessels makes the most noise :(

I am secretly afraid of my future... or rather, what will happen in the future? Ah, feel like I don't really belong anywhere. I must be abnormal. I must be from another dimension or something, lol. The problem with me right now is that I have this queasy feeling...? like I am neither happy nor sad and this is kind of serious. This got to be one of the lousiest feelings in this world.

It is only when you're away.